Confusing Thoughts OR Thoughts Of Confusion

Gladly the Sun is back and shining 
As my mind goes on endless thought mining 
Every thought takes me on a recursive voyage
Finally ending in disappointment and rage


Not able to work , Not able to sleep
Feeling that I am transforming into a worthless creep
Trying hard to concentrate
But end up at confusion's gate 

So Close Yet So Far

We were so close

Yet there wasn't a blossom of love's rose

I tried my best to go far

yet my heart's door for her is always ajar

Now I know what addiction is

I feel it in all the sweet moments I miss

My life could have been the best

But destiny wanted my joys to be at rest

The source of my smile is fading

Through the streams of tears I keep on wading

The hope will never be lost

Coz in my heart she is forever frost

So close yet so far

Just like the night sky's bright little star

For her I will keep waiting like the moon

With hopes that she will change her mind soon :)

Submitted for Poetry Potluck Week 46 : “Love and its not being there”

LIFE As I Know It

Life is weirdly wonderful
Just when you start feeling its beautiful
Its tells you , you don't deserve it
For that happiness you aren't fit

Try not to fly without wings
Coz it brings you crash landing for small things
When u realize your worst fears
Life is just an island in the ocean of tears

So just say every cloud has a silver line
Give false assurances that it will be fine
Don't care about all the ifs , buts and despites
Just be giving myself false respites

Its difficult to follow my brain
Coz its got drenched in mad rain
Its difficult to follow my heart
Coz it hasn't been with me from d start

So I just put on a fake smile :)
And make it last for a long while
Just holding back those lacrimal drops
And keep giving myself stupid silly hopes